Posted by Anonymous on 2014/11/12 under Uncategorized I don’t know when it atarted, but I started to socialize less with my friends. Felt tired, most of the time. Everything I used to enjoy (such as reading, listening to music) became boring and meaningless. I try to do my school work, but I give up midway or even before I start. I feel as if I don’t have any motivation, and feel too… emotional. I didn’t each much before so I’m not sure if anything changed about my eating habits. I just want to end everything. I have truly become anti social. I’m beginning to believe shallow relationships are for the best, and always put my guard up. I even do not talk much to my family members. Posting something like this online isn’t something that I’d usually do. Finally, I’ve went on Google a few hours ago. I guessed I’m depressed.
In the end, I keep returning to what had made me happy in the past, such as watching a movie, but I cannot concentrate, and continue getting stressed. I was a good student before, with my own comfortable fun group of friends, a sibling I always argued with and more. At that time, I put my effort into things, for example, glad my project was turning out well, or proud I could write up an essay in a hour. I don’t seem to able to be bring myself to do any of those things anymore. I feel like a failure now.
Thank you for reading a typical blubber from a teenager…